Noodles on a Bike

Okay.
Let's start with 11:30.
I was supposed to leave to get my car aligned. I had already missed a previous appointment because I'm a fucking dumbass.
So I get up late today, shower quickly and for once I'm fucking on time.
And the god damn car won't fucking start.
Failure one.

Failure two.
I checked my grades.
Only one is posted.
I got a fucking D in Chem.
I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE BIOLOGY NOW.
And I can't stand another fucking day in the fucking class.
And now I'll have to re-do it.
I know I made some fucked up decisions last year but I tried to correct it. And now they're fucking biting me in the fucking ass.

I just feel like such a fucking failure.
again.


I'm tired of this crap.
I'm fucking sick and tired of being the family fucking failure.


I wish I had died that fucking day.